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Room after room,
I hunt the house through
We inhabit together.
Heart, fear nothing, for, heart, thou shalt find her,
Next time, herself!—not the trouble behind her
Left in the curtain, the couch's perfume!
As she brushed it, the cornice-wreath blossomed anew,—
Yon looking-glass gleamed at the wave of her feather.
Yet the day wears,
And door succeeds door;
I try the fresh fortune—
Range the wide house from the wing to the centre.
Still the same chance! she goes out as I enter.
Spend my whole day in the quest,—who cares?
But 'tis twilight, you see,—with such suites to explore,
Such closets to search, such alcoves to importune!
-Robert Browning
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Long time friends
Is been a long time since I have time to sit down to la kopi with my friends, Wendy and Derrick. They are my ITE friends and actually there's more but was a last min call out so some couldn't meet up so left the 3 of us keke. Known Wendy for about 12years le, know her since sec 1 and known Derrick for 8 years, they are one of the few good friends I had. I am very happy that we got the time to come out for a chat cause we seldom find the time to meet up. Well we were saying that we should org a chalet some day, if any of my ex-ITE classmates wants to go please inform me. Wendy and Derrick please help me ask around also if you read my blog lol.
P.S. Da, I found the thing to "pei" the gifts le lol. keep guessing ba...
3 of us
Me and my buddy, Derrick.
Me and Wendy
Wendy and Derrick
trexi
3:24 AM |
Friday, January 26, 2007
Loooooooooooooooooooooooong time
Wah!!! Haven't being updating my blog for a very loooooooooooooooooooooong time le. Still playin MS but recently play lesser cause project due date, CT2, work and preparing for exams. Still got 3 more levels to 3rd job, damn slow... Rain rain go away, come again another day. Raining for the past 2 days le, so cold~~~ can't stand the coldness gotta hide under my blanket le... LOL.
Haven't seen my childhood friends for quite some time le. They also having internal affairs, some of them go separate ways. What have actually happen to them? Hai... friends for so long le, yet still can't 看的开. Wanna meet them but can't meet them together, so hard to arrange. Just hope we can get back as friends again...
trexi
9:08 AM |
Saturday, December 23, 2006
I'm lost
Have being MIA for the past few weeks, chionging MS and having common test. Now having my 2 weeks holiday. Well nothing much, miss my da's netball competion and she got MVP which I wasn't there to see her get that award and she's super disappointed, my birthday and some other stuffs. I wanna thanks those who had celebrate my birthday and their wishes. Thanks da for her crumpler and the cake, and my classmates, Aloy, Eng fu, Julius, Kai Hong and CS for the T-shirt. Thanks for Wan Zhi, Ariel and Asra for the cake as well as celebrating my birthday. Recently had a lot of fights going on with me and my da. I just hope we stop the fight and just cool down a bit. Is very unusual for us to have so much fights in a month. Have our love fate? We doesn't care for each other anymore? We quarrel just now again... Will we be able to make it thru or just another sad ending we gonna have? I dunno now, confused and lost...X'mas is near and I wanna wish everyone Merry X'mas!!!
trexi
1:26 AM |
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Past two days
2days ago was da's birthday, had a small small surprise for her. Me and Juanie hide and ambush her at her home. While waiting for her to show up, we heard a knock on the door and we get so panic but actually we both felt that she must have suspect something fishy at the 1st place liao. LOL... On her birthday, morning, she msg me saying she had a dream the previous night. Inside the dream, she said I was in love with one of my colleague and wanted to break up with her and she start to msg me a lot of things which makes me think again whether I suit her a not, cause I think I give her a feeling that I'm not serious about anything always playing a fool but the thing is it's a part of my character. If that's the case, I think I should let her go earlier if not the deeper we fall the pain we get is even deeper. I really don't wish to hurt her anymore. Hope she can just give me time to prove her I can make it. Recently my classmates keep playing with my name, it's ok to play with it once a while but it seems to me that they are calling it everytime, anywhere and is getting a bit annoying. I just hope to shut Kelvin's big mouth by not shouting it so loud. It's so embarrassing when everyone is calling me that and people from other classes will only know me by that name. Thursday, class B1 challenge us for a friendly match of soccer and we beat them 2 - 0. After soccer me, Eng fu and Danny went to pool so shiok keke. We trying some front and back flip, had some jokes there hahah. Should go swimming someday. 
Starting from left: Aloysius, Melvin, Pravin, Kelvin, Danny, me, Alan and goal scorer Khairul Photography by: Kenneth
Current music I'm listening to: Snow Patrol - You're All I Have, HowL & J - Perhaps Love (sarang in ga yo) Goong OST
trexi
12:00 PM |
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Back again
Back!!! After so long I'm back.. keke didn't have the time to update. Having a lot of assignments and report this sem... sob sob. Recently Meeyo went for operation and is wearing a cone for a week, so poor thing. The saddest thing is my monitor screen turn yellow le......Anyone wanna donate their spare and workable monitor to me or even a temp loan to me? LOL... Went for an interview this afternoon for Cafe Cartel as Part Time Cook, gonna work with Darren soon. Now two jobs and school, must really work hard le.LOL Still trying to understand my module subject: Mechanics. Have to buck it up, gotta "pai shi" and ask Hong Yu to teach me to become more knowledgeable to tackle this subject, if not hell I go... Baby's birthday is coming soon, but she got training that day, sad. Well see how ba, may be something special for her? LOL I bet she must be counting down the days now, haha... That's about it, will update again...
trexi
8:31 PM |
Monday, October 30, 2006
Deeper and Darker
My life seems to be getting darker and shorter. Going crazy everyday, having nightmares every now and then, shouting and yelling at people. Forgotten my pills? Lost screws? Feeling blues? Melancholy? May be, I suppose, I dunno or simply just the demonic me is going nuts. Yes, I've being slacking I think for my entire life. I seldom finish reading a book, give up half-way and start something new, don't give a fuck on anything and having the don't care attitude. Which is wrong (kids don't try this at home), is time to wake up Joe!!! Your gf has been telling you over and over about your fucking attitude, no action is done yet. Lift up your bones and strike back, slaughter the demonic you, kill him before he eat you bit by bit. How I wish to have a time machine to go back in time to change my life, or even a pair of wings so I can roam free but I think most probably will get shot down by the haters I used to ill-treat them (and I'm still ill-treating them). It is not getting any easier, it will only be getting even more tough. I'll just have to get stronger and stronger to defeat the evil side of me.
Currently listening to: My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay
Book that I'm reading: Anne Fadiman - Ex Libris
trexi
11:31 PM |
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Past few days
Back Back Back!!! I'm back after the holidays... Went chalet with my da da during the two holidays went to escape theme park on the very 1st day of our chalet. Had a lot of fun there esp. the "go-kart" and some of the rides there, we also got ourselves wet when we took the "wet and wild" ride, keke... On the 2nd day, sadly I've impt classes to take so bo bian have to go to school for class from morning 8a.m. to 6p.m. leaving my da da there... :( Then after school I went back to the chalet for BBQ, we quickly went to our BBQ pit to set up the fire and we had a very wonderful meal. On the 3rd day we had to book out before 10 and when I'm back, I open up my letter box and I saw the Army application which I earlier applied. I didn't get the application, it was unsucessful. I felt so down and was blue the entire week trying to figure out what went wrong, why I didn't get it. May be I put my hopes too high so when I didn't get the application, I went trembling down, like a knife cut deep within me. It bleeds, it hurts and speechless. On 25th oct was me and my da's 3rd year Anniversary together. I can say that isn't easy to go this far in a relationship esp with someone crazy like me, keke. This year I decided to make something for her so I made a storybook (drawn and written by me) and a sewn t-shirt with her name behind and baked cup cookies for her. I took some pics of it and she bought me a Lego set gosh is one of the ones I aimed so far.... Really brighten my day a lot, when I open it up, inside was like shining away just like opening up a treasure chest. I love you da!!! Thanks for the present...
trexi
12:20 AM |
Starting from left: Aloysius, Melvin, Pravin, Kelvin, Danny, me, Alan and goal scorer Khairul Photography by: Kenneth
